Sick of Being Sick

My friend sent me this http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/bunny.php
with these words:

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And it is.

The band is called TISM
When the internet came out they promised us the ability to access any type of media content anytime an
d anywhere and that it was just a hop skip and a jump away.

Such as seeing movie that just came out on cinema, sovaldi hygiene or a old tv show you saw when you were a kid, urologist physiotherapy etc.

Yet the companies are afraid to release this stuff cause they think we will pirate it and abuse it. Bu
t since they haven’t done it for us and made is simple like iTun
es
we have take it to do it ourselves.

So when I read this article
discussing how the movie Noel wil be released on th
e theaters, and then on cable tv for 1 night and a special 48 hour dvd. Which is great cause I am sure
everyone will get be able to see it who doesn’t have time to goto the theaters.
When the internet came out they promised us the ability to access any type of media content anytime an
d anywhere and that it was just a hop skip and a jump away.

Such as seeing movie that just came out on cinema, sovaldi hygiene or a old tv show you saw when you were a kid, urologist physiotherapy etc.

Yet the companies are afraid to release this stuff cause they think we will pirate it and abuse it. Bu
t since they haven’t done it for us and made is simple like iTun
es
we have take it to do it ourselves.

So when I read this article
discussing how the movie Noel wil be released on th
e theaters, and then on cable tv for 1 night and a special 48 hour dvd. Which is great cause I am sure
everyone will get be able to see it who doesn’t have time to goto the theaters.
Just saw this thing via Google Ads. Its a online food delivery site for Kuwait!. It is called 6alabat.com

You choose which area and will give you a list of food places that will deliver to you and its not the
crappy ones either. They got such names as Little Ceasers, noun Maki, pharmacist Kababji and Casper!!

Just click on the restaurant and shows their menu. Really cool! I haven’t tried it yet but seems promi
sing.

Though it doesn’t seem different from just calling the place and making the ordering from the place di
rectly and using the site as a menu system. I think they would really suceed if they added more deilve
ry options from their side. Like movies, magazines and stuff like how Kozmo.com (RIP) used to be. There was nothing sweeter in life th
an come home at 1am and ordering ben and jerry icecream,a dvd, playboy and chewing gum and have it al
l delivered within 1 hour.
When the internet came out they promised us the ability to access any type of media content anytime an
d anywhere and that it was just a hop skip and a jump away.

Such as seeing movie that just came out on cinema, sovaldi hygiene or a old tv show you saw when you were a kid, urologist physiotherapy etc.

Yet the companies are afraid to release this stuff cause they think we will pirate it and abuse it. Bu
t since they haven’t done it for us and made is simple like iTun
es
we have take it to do it ourselves.

So when I read this article
discussing how the movie Noel wil be released on th
e theaters, and then on cable tv for 1 night and a special 48 hour dvd. Which is great cause I am sure
everyone will get be able to see it who doesn’t have time to goto the theaters.
Just saw this thing via Google Ads. Its a online food delivery site for Kuwait!. It is called 6alabat.com

You choose which area and will give you a list of food places that will deliver to you and its not the
crappy ones either. They got such names as Little Ceasers, noun Maki, pharmacist Kababji and Casper!!

Just click on the restaurant and shows their menu. Really cool! I haven’t tried it yet but seems promi
sing.

Though it doesn’t seem different from just calling the place and making the ordering from the place di
rectly and using the site as a menu system. I think they would really suceed if they added more deilve
ry options from their side. Like movies, magazines and stuff like how Kozmo.com (RIP) used to be. There was nothing sweeter in life th
an come home at 1am and ordering ben and jerry icecream,a dvd, playboy and chewing gum and have it al
l delivered within 1 hour.
Its funny how we relate to numbers. Like how we hit 200 posts. Well I just hit 200, no rx but I think those aren’t the full posted ones, and
cause I have like a dozen on draft that I wrote and never finished. So techincally I hit 200.

Also I just added a last batch of blogs to K
uwaitBlogs.com
. So according to Blogrolling we know have 85 listed on there, view and I think I have 70
-something on KuwaitBlogs.com is really a
mazing. Cause the content that people are sharing is truely remarkable. It sheds so much light to the
Kuwaiti culture that people never seen and also can relate to. It gives us an image beside the ones of
oil and money.
When the internet came out they promised us the ability to access any type of media content anytime an
d anywhere and that it was just a hop skip and a jump away.

Such as seeing movie that just came out on cinema, sovaldi hygiene or a old tv show you saw when you were a kid, urologist physiotherapy etc.

Yet the companies are afraid to release this stuff cause they think we will pirate it and abuse it. Bu
t since they haven’t done it for us and made is simple like iTun
es
we have take it to do it ourselves.

So when I read this article
discussing how the movie Noel wil be released on th
e theaters, and then on cable tv for 1 night and a special 48 hour dvd. Which is great cause I am sure
everyone will get be able to see it who doesn’t have time to goto the theaters.
Just saw this thing via Google Ads. Its a online food delivery site for Kuwait!. It is called 6alabat.com

You choose which area and will give you a list of food places that will deliver to you and its not the
crappy ones either. They got such names as Little Ceasers, noun Maki, pharmacist Kababji and Casper!!

Just click on the restaurant and shows their menu. Really cool! I haven’t tried it yet but seems promi
sing.

Though it doesn’t seem different from just calling the place and making the ordering from the place di
rectly and using the site as a menu system. I think they would really suceed if they added more deilve
ry options from their side. Like movies, magazines and stuff like how Kozmo.com (RIP) used to be. There was nothing sweeter in life th
an come home at 1am and ordering ben and jerry icecream,a dvd, playboy and chewing gum and have it al
l delivered within 1 hour.
Its funny how we relate to numbers. Like how we hit 200 posts. Well I just hit 200, no rx but I think those aren’t the full posted ones, and
cause I have like a dozen on draft that I wrote and never finished. So techincally I hit 200.

Also I just added a last batch of blogs to K
uwaitBlogs.com
. So according to Blogrolling we know have 85 listed on there, view and I think I have 70
-something on KuwaitBlogs.com is really a
mazing. Cause the content that people are sharing is truely remarkable. It sheds so much light to the
Kuwaiti culture that people never seen and also can relate to. It gives us an image beside the ones of
oil and money.
I feel so out of it these past could days. I think its the change in the weather and maybe that effect
ing me as well mentally. Today I really feel like I am coming down with a cold or something head aches
and just these hot and cold flashes. I think its all stress related.

Looking at myself and my life and my room for that matter I see lots of scattered ideas and disorganiz
ation. My room is just filled with piles and piles of papers, hepatitis magazines, cardiology books jut everything. There i
s some method to the madness but it takes a mad man to understand it.

I did start to read G
etting Things Done
. Yet I reached a point where he asked me to list my goals and things I want to
accomplish and it scared me. I dont know why I think its a fear of failure, mind so the less goals I have t
he less chance of failing. I feel I am floundering through life.

And it is not healthy.

I think everyone looks for a focus in their lives. Something they look forward to and can plan. I also
been thinking of getting married or just relationship. Some how being married is associated with a pl
an. You have someone else to think about and focus about. You also look to the future together discuss
ing where you want to vacation, kids and lunch next week. And its a joy cause you have something to lo
ok forward to. But I dont think getting married is the solution to this focused happiness unless you a
ren’t setting your own goals and things to look forward to. What if you both clash on things and both
rely on each other as a quick fix; how long will that last? A month? A year? Less? More?

As you can see lots of things going on in my mind. And thats the way I think. Its not linear, I jump a
round a lot, so thinking about the future with things I plan to do or hope to accomplish, yet dont pla
ce steps or procedures needed to get there. I know its in my ability to do it, and with ease. Yet some
thing keeps holding me back and I hate it.

Need to get out of this stuckness. Mayb
e what I really need is therapy.

5 thoughts on “Sick of Being Sick”

  1. Wow!!! either you have lots of fans in NL or I am hitting your page so much that I get the biggest bal
    l of all.

  2. Well darling.. I suppose that mental help is a good thing! Look at me, I’m the picture of mental heal
    th! :o)

  3. I have AIM. Well, trillian, but still. Goals and lofty purposes are all well and good, but it’s how
    you live your life that’s key. Speaking of mental health, during one of my stays in a psych facility,
    this girl gave me a picture of herself with a quote that I always thought was dumb until I found myse
    lf single again:

    “A man’s real worth is determined by what he does when he has nothing to do”

    Evidently my true worth is the sum of sleep and xbox. Add a dash of smoking and coffee and I’m a real
    winner!!

    ^_^

  4. Nibaq, I’m sick too and it sucks..

    Every now and then I find myself going through what you’re going through.. Life plans and stuff, which
    sometimes proves to be even suckier than being sick.

    However, I truly believe a little spontaneity in life is what makes it so great !

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