Looks like we got another Darwin Award contender. This
itle="Pepsi Holiday Spice Project" href="http://www.pepsispice.com/">guy plans to drink Pepsi Holiday Spice for 45 days. He even has a
e="Pepsi Holiday Spice Blog" href="http://pepsispice.blogspot.com/">Pepsi Holiday Spice Projectset
up to talk about it. So far he has beeen having the runs and nose bleeds. This guy won’t last a week
before his body just shuts down.
I found this on Flickr and with the rain and lighting going on out
side now its kinda fitting of showing the change of seasons.
I feel so out of it these past could days. I think its the change in the weather and maybe that effect
ing me as well mentally. Today I really feel like I am coming down with a cold or something head aches
and just these hot and cold flashes. I think its all stress related.
Looking at myself and my life and my room for that matter I see lots of scattered ideas and disorganiz
ation. My room is just filled with piles and piles of papers, magazines, books jut everything. There i
s some method to the madness but it takes a mad man to understand it.
I did start to read G
etting Things Done. Yet I reached a point where he asked me to list my goals and things I want to
accomplish and it scared me. I dont know why I think its a fear of failure, so the less goals I have t
he less chance of failing. I feel I am floundering through life.
And it is not healthy.
I think everyone looks for a focus in their lives. Something they look forward to and can plan. I also
been thinking of getting married or just relationship. Some how being married is associated with a pl
an. You have someone else to think about and focus about. You also look to the future together discuss
ing where you want to vacation, kids and lunch next week. And its a joy cause you have something to lo
ok forward to. But I dont think getting married is the solution to this focused happiness unless you a
ren’t setting your own goals and things to look forward to. What if you both clash on things and both
rely on each other as a quick fix; how long will that last? A month? A year? Less? More?
As you can see lots of things going on in my mind. And thats the way I think. Its not linear, I jump a
round a lot, so thinking about the future with things I plan to do or hope to accomplish, yet dont pla
ce steps or procedures needed to get there. I know its in my ability to do it, and with ease. Yet some
thing keeps holding me back and I hate it.
Need to get out of this stuckness. Mayb
e what I really need is therapy.
Just saw this thing via Google Ads. Its a online food delivery site for Kuwait!. It is called ="6alabat.com" href="http://www.6alabat.com/index.asp">6alabat.com
You choose which area and will give you a list of food places that will deliver to you and its not the
crappy ones either. They got such names as Little Ceasers, Maki, Kababji and Casper!!
Just click on the restaurant and shows their menu. Really cool! I haven’t tried it yet but seems promi
sing.
Though it doesn’t seem different from just calling the place and making the ordering from the place di
rectly and using the site as a menu system. I think they would really suceed if they added more deilve
ry options from their side. Like movies, magazines and stuff like how Kozmo.com (RIP) used to be. There was nothing sweeter in life th
an come home at 1am and ordering ben and jerry icecream,a dvd, playboy and chewing gum and have it al
l delivered within 1 hour.
My friend sent me this
ref="http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/bunny.php"> http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/bunny.php
with these words:
GENIUSGENIUSGENIUSGENIUSGENIUS
And it is.
The band is called TISM
So today I consider the offical day back to work. Yesterday I had work but was mostly driving around a
nd doing errands. Today I am at the office on my desk and just feel ugh. I dont want to be here, but I
am and doing my thing.
I been gone for about 2 weeks running around everyday with buisiness and walking an average of 6-8 h
our everyday. So being back here behind this desk doesn’t feel right. Need atleast 2 days of rest. I a
m counting the days til Thursday….
Currently doing the email thing, and also going through faxes and past paperwork. Getting this all sor
ted out.
But I dont want to be here!
I sound like a friend of mine LB:
But I dont want to go to Mexico!
Time to make a list of things that I should/need/have to accomplish today so I can feel good about my
self and actually get things done.
Belated Eid Mubarak to everyone. And why couldn’t it been on Sunday?
I am so excited to be going home, it kinda sucks that Eid is early. Since I was hoping ot be back befo
re it.
What is great about going home, well really cause I am sick of tired and been away for 10 days is I am
just tossing stuff in my bag. When I first came here I made sure it was all hanged and organized. Now
I just dont care. I want to go home.
Berlin was cool went to the Egyptian Musuem there which was cool and wandered around.
Here are some pics from there: Flickr: Berlin
Long and tiring days are pass me, tomorrow I take a rest and go to Berlin. I love Berlin the last time I was there was 2 years ago but this is extra special I will have more time to visit it and its the same week when they wall went down. Earlier tonight I actually held a piece of the wall. That was just
sureal. I’ve seen it, but actually holding a piece of it was amazing.
I have a lot of special memmories with Berlin, in being there and associations with someone. I really cant explain the feeling I get there. The closest I can get to it is any song from that era. Like David Bowie’s Heros and song from Nick Cave, and Iggy Pop etc. All those guy also felt that strange feelin
g that exists there.
The piece of the wall was owned by my dads friend. This friend of his was back with him in college back in the 70s and they keep in touch and see each other every now and then. Its a good feeling. I have that with my friends that I met in my trip in UAe who I haven’t seen in over 6 years and lost touch wi
th them. A funny thing is that on a family trip in San Fransico we were going to the old trams and we had two options. So we picked one as we go there my dad notices these 2 people and they are his college friends (same ones we met tonight). He hasn’t seen them in forever and they keep in touch and always wanted to meet the family. Its funny how things work like that the way things sync.
All I care about tomorrow is to go around and take pictures and just wander around the city. So pics to follow.
My Italian Instructor.
